收集到现在的的pinkfloyd cd,还有一张the final cut混在中午的片子里找不见了...

One way or another, expected or unexpected, everything shall end sometime. 90% of the love stories in the world can be represented by two songs. They begin with the all fantastically and unbelievably romantic “something changed” by Pulp and end tragically with the most melancholic song “Strange attraction” of the Cure. As the seed of love can be planted by an even unnoticeable glance in the middle of crowed, it can also disappear all the sudden before you can hardly realize. But maybe one will be better off with this kind of sudden death, because worse is the feeling of the helplessness, the feeling of something fading away. So, bless all the single little men, have a nice thanks giving, and will have something to be thankful for soon.

 FOR THE VERY LAST TIME  I POST THIS DAMN SONG, I SWEAR!

it started with a dedication
"lost in admiration - happy birthday - i'm forever yours - blossom"
faded red inside a tiny book of butterflies
i smiled surprised at how when flickered through
the wings flew by spelled out my name...

six months went by the summer lost
obsessively the letters dropped into my life
the same soft blood smooth flowing hand
"please try to understand - i have to see you - have to feel you -
tell you all the ways i need you - yours forever in love... "

strange attraction spreads it's wings
it varies but the smallest things
you never know how anything will change
strange attraction spreads it's wings
and alters but the smallest things
you never know how anything will fade

the year grew old incessantly she wrote to me
she'd started smoking poetry!
i laughed in recognition of a favourite phrase
she'd pulled me in...
i answered her
a christmas card in sepia
arranging when and where
and how the two of us should meet...

her opening so well prepared
a nervous smile
i couldn't take my eyes from her
she whispered
"can i use some of your lipstick?"
it was perfect so believable
i couldn't help but feel that it was real
and kissing crimson fell into her waiting arms...

strange attraction spreads it's wings
it varies but the smallest things
you never know how anything will change
strange attraction spreads it's wings
and alters but the smallest things
you never know how anything will fade

so alone into the cold new year without another word from her
i wrote to ask if we could maybe meet again before the spring
but weeks went by with no reply until once more my birthday came
and with it my surprise but this time nothing was the same...

"i'm sorry - blame infatuation - blame imagination -
i was sure you'd be the one but i was wrong -
it seems reality destroys our dreams - i won't forget you - blossom"
faded red inside a tiny book of old goodbyes...

strange attraction spreads it's wings
it varies but the smallest things
you never know how anything will change
strange attraction spreads it's wings
and alters but the smallest things
and you never know...

 

      药师佛，又作药师如来、药师琉璃光如来、大医王佛、医王善逝、十二愿王。为东方净琉璃世界之教主。此佛于过去世行菩萨道时，曾发十二大愿，愿为众生解除疾苦，使具足诸根，导入解脱，故依此愿而成佛，住净琉璃世界，其国土庄严如极乐国。此佛誓愿不可思议，若有人身患重病，死衰相现，眷属于此人临命终时昼夜尽心供养礼拜药师佛，读诵药师如来本愿功德经四十九遍，燃四十九灯，造四十九天之五色彩幡，其人得以苏生续命。此种药师佛之信仰自古即盛行。

　　药师佛之形像，据药师琉璃光王七佛本愿功德念诵仪轨供养法载，左手执持药器（又作无价珠），右手结三界印，着袈裟，结跏趺坐于莲花台，台下有十二神将。此十二神将誓愿护持药师法门，各率七千药叉眷属，在各地护佑受持药师佛名号之众生。

　　又一般流传之像为螺发形，左手持药壶，右手结施无畏印（或与愿印），日光、月光二菩萨胁侍左右，并称为药师三尊。此二胁侍在药师佛之净土为无量众中之上首，是一生补处之菩萨。亦有以观音、势至二菩萨为其胁侍者。此外，或以文殊师利、观音、势至、宝坛华、无尽意、药王、药上、弥勒等八菩萨为其侍者。

　　依唐代义净译药师琉璃光七佛本愿功德经载，药师佛又作七佛药师。即善称名吉祥王如来、宝月智严光音自在王如来、金色宝光妙行成就如来、无忧最胜吉祥如来、法海雷音如来、法海慧游戏神通如来、药师琉璃光如来。其中前六如来为药师如来之分身。七佛药师法则为日本台密四大法之一。如以药师如来为本尊，修息灾等法，则称为药师法。其仪轨与七佛药师法相同。其三昧耶形为药壶。

   

奉药师佛，有什么利益?且看药师琉璃光如来，行菩萨道时，药师佛所发的十二大愿，就是众生供养此佛的利益。

    南无药师琉璃光如来十二大愿：

  第一大愿：原我来世，得阿弥多罗三貌三菩提时，自身光明炽然照耀无量无数无边世界。以三十二大丈夫相、八十随形、庄严其身，令一 切有情，如我无异。

   第二大愿：愿我来世，得菩提时；身如琉璃、内外明彻、净无瑕秽、光明广大。功德巍巍、身善安住、煞纲庄严。过于日月。幽冥众生，悉蒙开晓，随意所趣，作诸事业。

第三大愿：愿我来世。得菩提时。以无量无边，智慧方便。令诸有情，皆得无尽所受用物。莫令众生有乏少。

   第四大愿：愿我来世得菩提时若诸有情。行邪道者。悉令安住菩提道中。若行声闻独觉乘者。皆以大乘而安立之。

   第五大愿：愿我来世．得菩提时；若有无量无边有情。于我法中。修行梵行。切皆令得不缺戒。具三聚戒设有毁犯同我名已。还得清净。不堕恶趣。 

   第六大愿：愿我来世。得菩提时，若诸有情。其身下劣。诸根不具。丑陋顽愚。盲声音垭。攀足背偻。白癞颠狂。种种病苦。闻我名已。一切皆得。、端立智慧。诸根完具。无诸疾苦。

     第七大愿。愿我来世，得菩提时。若诸有情。众病逼切。无救无归。无医无药。无亲无家。‘贫穷多厄。我之名号。一经其耳。众病悉除身心安乐。家属资具。悉皆丰足。乃至证得无上菩提。

    第八大愿：愿我来世。得菩提时。若有女人。为女百恶之所逼恼。极生厌离。愿舍女身，闻我名已。一切皆得。转女成男。具丈夫相。乃至证得无上菩提。    

    第九大愿：愿我来世。得菩提时。令诸有情。出魔脱纲。解脱一切。外道缠缚。若堕种种恶见稠林。绵当引摄。罩于正见。渐令修习。诸菩萨行。连证无上正等菩提。

    第十大愿：愿我来世。得菩提时。若诸有情；王法所加。缚录鞭挞。系闭牢狱。工当刑戮及余无量灾难凌辱。悲愁前逼。身心受苦。若闻声名。以我福德威神力故皆得解脱一切忧苦。

    第十一大愿：愿我来世。得菩提时。若诸有情。饥渴所恼。 为求食故。造诸恶业。得闻我名。专念受持。我当天以上妙饮食饱足其身。后以法昧毕竟安乐。而建立之。

第十二大愿：愿我来世。得菩提时。若诸有惜。贫无衣服。蚊虫寒热。昼夜逼恼。若闻我名。专念受持。如其所好。即得种种上妙衣服。亦得一切。实庄严具。华丽。涂香。鼓乐。众伎。随心所欲。皆令满足。